Thursday, May 23, 2013

what i am thinking RIGHT NOW

i think that life is just a big mind fuck.
you go through it wondering "why", that transitions to 
"why, not" which only leads to 
"why the fuck"


you think that youre doing it "right"
being good at everything that society tells you youre supposed to be good at
be smart
be GOOD LOOKING
be loyal
be honest
be fun
be charming
be carefree
be PERFECT
be selfless
be everything to everyone, all the time. 
...but what does that get YOU??

good fucking question 


ps- i literally wrote "be selfless" FOUR FUCKING TIMES before I edited this..... 
wonder what I've been focused on BEING......
yet, still not enough.  awesome.  

"i want you to be all mine"
well okay, 
but do you mind
if i keep some of myself,
for myself
so that when you leave me
there is still something left?
-Jackson Lange


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